Sunday, October 30, 2005
"Brighter Than Sunshine"
I never understood before
I never knew what love was for
My heart was broke, my head was sore
What a feeling
Tied up in ancient history
I didnt believe in destiny
I look up you're standing next to me
What a feeling
What a feeling in my soul
Love burns brighter than sunshine
Brighter than sunshine
Let the rain fall, i don't care
I'm yours and suddenly you're mine
Suddenly you're mine
And it's brighter than sunshine
I never saw it happening
I'd given up and given in
I just couldn't take the hurt again
What a feeling
I didn't have the strength to fight
Suddenly you seemed so right
Me and you
What a feeling
What a feeling in my soul
Love burns brighter than sunshine
It's brighter than sunshine
Let the rain fall, I don't care
I'm yours and suddenly you're mine
Suddenly you're mine
It's brighter than the sun
It's brighter than the sun
It's brighter than the sun, sun, shine.
Love will remain a mystery
But give me your hand and you will see
Your heart is keeping time with me
What a feeling in my soul
Love burns brighter than sunshine
It's brighter than sunshine
Let the rain fall, I don't care
I'm yours and suddenly you're mine
Suddenly you're mine
I got a feeling in my soul ... [repeat chorus to end]
one of the wierdest sundays ever
left me feeling so damn terribly confused.
hazel Y 8:53 PM
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Saturday, October 29, 2005
"Change Your Mind"
Don't solve the problem,when danger is bitter.
Far away where you stock them
In cages that tether
And all the bridges you've burned,leave you trapped off at all sides.
And now the tables do turn,
and it's all gone,
what's left for you.
[Chorus]
And when the sky is falling,
don't look outside the window.
Step back and hear i'm calling.
Give up, don't take the fast road.
It's just your doubt that binds you.
Just drop those thoughts behind you now.
Change your mind.
And let go too soon.
Sit down, you're sinking,there's no one to watch you.
Skip town,
you're thinking,
there's no one to stop you.
And all the bridges you've burned,leave you trapped off at all sides.
And now the tables do turn,and it's all gone, what's left for you.
[Chorus]
Don't run away,
Stop feeling fine.
It's better than your worst, your worst day.
No words to say, I'll give you mine,and pocket all the hurt, and just stay.
Don't run away.
It's better than your worst, your worst day.
And when the sky is falling,don't look outside the window.
Step back and hear i'm calling.
Give up, don't take the fast road.
[Chorus]
Don't run away.
Change your mind.And let go too soon.[x4]
oh no, could this be..............?
hazel Y 2:48 PM
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"Again I Go Unnoticed.."
So quiet
another wasted night,the television steals the conversation
exhale,
another wasted breath,
again it goes unnoticed.
Please tell me you're just feeling tired
cause if it's more than that I feeel that I might breakout of touch, out of time.
Please send me anything but signals that are mixed
casue I can't read your rolling eyes
out of touch, are we out of time?
Close lipped
another goodnight kiss
is robbed of all it's passion,your grip
another time, is slack
it leaves me feeling empty.
I'll wait until tomorrow
maybe you'll feel better then
maybe we'll be better then
so what's another day
when I can't bear these nights of thoughts of going on without you
this mood of yours is temporary
it seems worth the wait
to see your smile again
out of the corner of your eye
won;t be the only way you'll look at me then.
-Dashboard Confessionals'
was looking for lyrics of their other track;So long Sweet Summer and chanced upon these,felt it made some kinda sense to what i felt the past few nights,it's strange how things have changed,just when i felt this could be the one,conversations ran dry and silence all through the night sighhhh have any of you guys exp this?
am currently listening to Jewel's Standing Still
and am perspiring krazy right now cause i just did my jog hoho went not bad!and did sit ups and crunches and prone iso abs(heh i gotta that name from SHAPE mag!):D and skips!yay
well well it's the last day of school,for the lower school that is,there'll still be frikkin lessons for the sec 3s!:/ danggggggg we'll be taught the sec 4 stuff damn so school for upper school continues for the next two weeks!
great
did nothing much today boring stuff but day went pretty okay because MY GIRLFRIEND DEAREST AMELIA KUIK SHI YIN TOOK LEAVE FROM HER FRIKKIN JOB AND CAME BACKTA SCHOOL!WHOPPEEEEE!:D
missed her so much please,haha and she sure did 100% missed me in return,HOHO
we had end of year mass and all and urmm got back report card,haha i was looking at my marks and napfa scores and haha i wished napfa was a subject!
was looking at my weight and height then(hmm forgot which mth earlier this year) HOW THE HELL DID I MANAGE TO BE 80% RANGE with A HEIGHT OF 159 AND 43KG!: / sighhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhh
not that im wayyyyyyyy fatter now but i wished i was 80% still damnit
and me and al was talking bout how year 05 past so quickly,i still rmbed how fing crapshit dreadful it was on the last day of school year 2004 when we hadta assemble with year 2005 classmates.moving away from class sec 3e04 and being only able ta see my good friends in that class from a dist and knowing that i gna go through 2005 without them totally was the suckiest of the suckiest feeling,but oh look,sec 3 justice05 wasnt that bad at all
cause first of all there was a formation of JASH!:D the bestest thing that happened in year 2005,ahah jerene amelia and sarahh,ahhh what am i gna do without these three fellas
and how could i forget the rest of the not-part-of-jash-but-still-hangout-people like ally srahlee
and julianna whom was close ta us all earlier half of the year
and realised that the then what seem disgusting and annoying sec 3s(year younger people) wasnt that bad after all!made couple of good friends like ms nadine thumboo,ms toh lijun,ms hoe lydia
and other not so close but nonetheless funnehhhhh people who never fails ta crack me up,ms merissa tee,wong clara annabel and so on
and a wonderful form teacher,mrs cherry lim!:D the ultimate taitai teacher in sjc! ahhh great company great teacher,what else am i short of!(:
but sighh sec 4j06's gna be missing lydia and jieying!oh wells but am sure we'll all still hang out tog and the rest of us will hafta pass through os!and oh boy oh boy,prom!:D haha am already anticipating for it already please
mann all that recalling sure made me feel all so sentimental somehow,hah year 2005's definately's a great year filled with unforgettable good and bad memories.
weekends' here!will be bumming around gardens with girlfriend and maybe hoe later!:D and halloween's coming!
ohh and that reminded me of chris bestie, bestie!-hugs im equally sad ta know that one of the hamsters died,held some meaning somehow but i've spoken ta shyan and yes!the surviving hamster wont be alone for long!heh cause she's giving!(:(:(:
i hope you'll feel better after reading this!
okay i needta bathe
goodbye all
Friday, October 28, 2005
"Again I Go Unnoticed.."
So quiet
another wasted night,the television steals the conversation
exhale,
another wasted breath,
again it goes unnoticed.
Please tell me you're just feeling tired
cause if it's more than that I feeel that I might breakout of touch, out of time.
Please send me anything but signals that are mixed
casue I can't read your rolling eyes
out of touch, are we out of time?
Close lipped
another goodnight kiss
is robbed of all it's passion,your grip
another time, is slack
it leaves me feeling empty.
I'll wait until tomorrow
maybe you'll feel better then
maybe we'll be better then
so what's another day
when I can't bear these nights of thoughts of going on without you
this mood of yours is temporary
it seems worth the wait
to see your smile again
out of the corner of your eye
won;t be the only way you'll look at me then.
-Dashboard Confessionals'
was looking for lyrics of their other track;So long Sweet Summer and chanced upon these,felt it made some kinda sense to what i felt the past few nights,it's strange how things have changed,just when i felt this could be the one,conversations ran dry and silence all through the night sighhhh have any of you guys exp this?
am currently listening to Jewel's Standing Still
and am perspiring krazy right now cause i just did my jog hoho went not bad!and did sit ups and crunches and prone iso abs(heh i gotta that name from SHAPE mag!):D and skips!yay
well well it's the last day of school,for the lower school that is,there'll still be frikkin lessons for the sec 3s!:/ danggggggg we'll be taught the sec 4 stuff damn so school for upper school continues for the next two weeks!
great
did nothing much today boring stuff but day went pretty okay because MY GIRLFRIEND DEAREST AMELIA KUIK SHI YIN TOOK LEAVE FROM HER FRIKKIN JOB AND CAME BACKTA SCHOOL!WHOPPEEEEE!:D
missed her so much please,haha and she sure did 100% missed me in return,HOHO
we had end of year mass and all and urmm got back report card,haha i was looking at my marks and napfa scores and haha i wished napfa was a subject!
was looking at my weight and height then(hmm forgot which mth earlier this year) HOW THE HELL DID I MANAGE TO BE 80% RANGE with A HEIGHT OF 159 AND 43KG!: / sighhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhh
not that im wayyyyyyyy fatter now but i wished i was 80% still damnit
and me and al was talking bout how year 05 past so quickly,i still rmbed how fing crapshit dreadful it was on the last day of school year 2004 when we hadta assemble with year 2005 classmates.moving away from class sec 3e04 and being only able ta see my good friends in that class from a dist and knowing that i gna go through 2005 without them totally was the suckiest of the suckiest feeling,but oh look,sec 3 justice05 wasnt that bad at all
cause first of all there was a formation of JASH!:D the bestest thing that happened in year 2005,ahah jerene amelia and sarahh,ahhh what am i gna do without these three fellas
and how could i forget the rest of the not-part-of-jash-but-still-hangout-people like ally srahlee
and julianna whom was close ta us all earlier half of the year
and realised that the then what seem disgusting and annoying sec 3s(year younger people) wasnt that bad after all!made couple of good friends like ms nadine thumboo,ms toh lijun,ms hoe lydia
and other not so close but nonetheless funnehhhhh people who never fails ta crack me up,ms merissa tee,wong clara annabel and so on
and a wonderful form teacher,mrs cherry lim!:D the ultimate taitai teacher in sjc! ahhh great company great teacher,what else am i short of!(:
but sighh sec 4j06's gna be missing lydia and jieying!oh wells but am sure we'll all still hang out tog and the rest of us will hafta pass through os!and oh boy oh boy,prom!:D haha am already anticipating for it already please
mann all that recalling sure made me feel all so sentimental somehow,hah year 2005's definately's a great year filled with unforgettable good and bad memories.
weekends' here!will be bumming around gardens with girlfriend and maybe hoe later!:D and halloween's coming!
ohh and that reminded me of chris bestie, bestie!-hugs im equally sad ta know that one of the hamsters died,held some meaning somehow but i've spoken ta shyan and yes!the surviving hamster wont be alone for long!heh cause she's giving!(:(:(:
i hope you'll feel better after reading this!
okay i needta bathe
goodbye all
hazel Y 5:18 PM
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i hate blogger!
i hate blogger!
i hate blogger!
it's the third time im typing an entry,dang they better publish it this time grrrr
anyway what beats being able to lie down on a uber comfy bed(like mine) after ya washed up bathed and all after evening jog,listening to ipod that had songs that were played on the radio and music television when ya were just primary six,and reading mitch blah blah(cant rmb his surname)'s five people you meet in heaven,ahhh ultimate feeling
haha those p6 songs like 5ive's keep on moving,Ateens' upside down,Alanis' everything sure stirred some nostalgic feeling,miss the times when exams seemed like a sure pass thing,girls being all innocent and seemed happy being dorky,haha talking bout exams,checked results today and its confirmed!im finally going to take my os next year! am happy but not really looking forward to it,judging from how my current sec 4 friends hadta go through ppp and all,dang,wish i could just skip sec4 and go straight to college!:(
hmmmm school was pretty good,had this workshop called "no apologies" which was basically the typical workshop where they talked bout premarital sex and all the other shit bout abortion and the importance of abstinence,haha which wasnt really the interesting part cause the school had organised countless similiar workshops already,but felt that the personal stories that the instructors shared were pretty good,so yeahh for the first time in these two-three weeks after exams,hazel wasnt bored!:D
hoho after school went gardens with gossip partner and carried out yet another information sharing session bout certain people with each other,haha typical
yesterday was an enjoyable day!spent the whole day with bestie!(: mass service tog in the morn then headed home ta change cause i got pretty irritated with my draggy jeans then went gardens for his lunch then beach road!:D haha it's been a long time since we both wenta beach road!the last time we went there was like hmm a few days before my sweet sixteen? june?!
bestie got 3 shirts!haha with the help of hazel's ahem great fashion advice,hoho the shirts' look good!heh i got myself a bag,small sling,and very colourful!:D and the saleslady was a sjc senior and we sorta recognised each other and talked,haha she was sucha sweetie!she gave me a discount!hah (:
oh!bestie and i were thinking of going some halloween party on the 31st!sure hope rents allow or something,it'll be so bloody cool to dress up!i wna be a corpse's bride while chris aspires to be a zombie...or was it vampire? aiyah one of it.haha!and best thing is that the next day would be 1st of nov!the fateful day which christopher michael lim kailiang turns sweet seventeen!:D
so yeahh prob will cock up an excuse that i'll be having class chalet or whatever,haha!
caught flightplan on sat with shyan!:D haha rock socks show lah,terribly exciting!haha it's a pity that the thriller for it wasnt as thrilling but yeahh definately a show yall should catch!
but sufferred some after show effects,haha left me feeling uber paranoid of taking planes now,haha and damn,i'll be going off ta aus soon somemore,great.
not really forwardta it actually,cause it'll be meat heaven there,and urgh i havent quite consumed much meat since long time ago? sheesh thought of me being forced ta eat meat sure's horrifying,dang.
how how how
anyway nothing more ta talk bout
it's antm's finale!woohoo.
goodbye all,hope monday blues didnt get inta any of ya precious!
Monday, October 24, 2005
i hate blogger!
i hate blogger!
i hate blogger!
it's the third time im typing an entry,dang they better publish it this time grrrr
anyway what beats being able to lie down on a uber comfy bed(like mine) after ya washed up bathed and all after evening jog,listening to ipod that had songs that were played on the radio and music television when ya were just primary six,and reading mitch blah blah(cant rmb his surname)'s five people you meet in heaven,ahhh ultimate feeling
haha those p6 songs like 5ive's keep on moving,Ateens' upside down,Alanis' everything sure stirred some nostalgic feeling,miss the times when exams seemed like a sure pass thing,girls being all innocent and seemed happy being dorky,haha talking bout exams,checked results today and its confirmed!im finally going to take my os next year! am happy but not really looking forward to it,judging from how my current sec 4 friends hadta go through ppp and all,dang,wish i could just skip sec4 and go straight to college!:(
hmmmm school was pretty good,had this workshop called "no apologies" which was basically the typical workshop where they talked bout premarital sex and all the other shit bout abortion and the importance of abstinence,haha which wasnt really the interesting part cause the school had organised countless similiar workshops already,but felt that the personal stories that the instructors shared were pretty good,so yeahh for the first time in these two-three weeks after exams,hazel wasnt bored!:D
hoho after school went gardens with gossip partner and carried out yet another information sharing session bout certain people with each other,haha typical
yesterday was an enjoyable day!spent the whole day with bestie!(: mass service tog in the morn then headed home ta change cause i got pretty irritated with my draggy jeans then went gardens for his lunch then beach road!:D haha it's been a long time since we both wenta beach road!the last time we went there was like hmm a few days before my sweet sixteen? june?!
bestie got 3 shirts!haha with the help of hazel's ahem great fashion advice,hoho the shirts' look good!heh i got myself a bag,small sling,and very colourful!:D and the saleslady was a sjc senior and we sorta recognised each other and talked,haha she was sucha sweetie!she gave me a discount!hah (:
oh!bestie and i were thinking of going some halloween party on the 31st!sure hope rents allow or something,it'll be so bloody cool to dress up!i wna be a corpse's bride while chris aspires to be a zombie...or was it vampire? aiyah one of it.haha!and best thing is that the next day would be 1st of nov!the fateful day which christopher michael lim kailiang turns sweet seventeen!:D
so yeahh prob will cock up an excuse that i'll be having class chalet or whatever,haha!
caught flightplan on sat with shyan!:D haha rock socks show lah,terribly exciting!haha it's a pity that the thriller for it wasnt as thrilling but yeahh definately a show yall should catch!
but sufferred some after show effects,haha left me feeling uber paranoid of taking planes now,haha and damn,i'll be going off ta aus soon somemore,great.
not really forwardta it actually,cause it'll be meat heaven there,and urgh i havent quite consumed much meat since long time ago? sheesh thought of me being forced ta eat meat sure's horrifying,dang.
how how how
anyway nothing more ta talk bout
it's antm's finale!woohoo.
goodbye all,hope monday blues didnt get inta any of ya precious!
hazel Y 8:27 PM
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"Queer"
Hey boy, take a look at me
Let me dirty up your mind
I'll strip away your hard veneer
And see what I can find
The queerest of the queer
The strangest of the strange
The coldest of the cool
The lamest of the lame
The numbest of the dumb
I hate to see you here
You choke behind a smile
A fake behind the fear
The queerest of the queer
This is what he pays me for
I'll show you how it's done
You learn to love the pain you feel
Like father like son
The queerest of the queer
Hide inside your head
The blindest of the blind
The deadest of the dead
You're hungry cause you starve
While holding back the tears
Choking on your smile
A fake behind the fear
The queerest of the queer
I know what's good for you
(You can touch me if you want)
I know you're dying to
(You can touch me if you want)
I know what's good for you
(You can touch me if you want)
But you can't stop
The queerest of the queer
The strangest of the strange
The coldest of the cool
The lamest of the lame
The numbest of the dumb
I hate to see you here
You choke behind a smile
A fake behind the fear
The queerest of the queer
The strangest of the strange
The coldest of the cool
You're nothing special here
A fake behind the fear
The queerest of the queer
I know what's good for you
I know you're dying to
I know what's good for you
I bet you're dying to
You can touch me if you want
You can touch me if you want
You can touch me
You can touch me
But you can't stop.
-Garbage's
woahh what gloomy weather ta start the week,dang,it isnt really raining yet but the sky looks as tho the world's coming ta an end sort,ahaha
just got home from gardens,had salad for lunch with gossip partner,miss thumboo,and yeahh did information sharing with each other bout certain people,hah!
oh wells,school wasnt bad at all,had this workshop called no apologies and it was bout std and premarital sex aiyah all that basic stuff every sec kid should know
the workshop wasnt that bad,haha beats stoning ard in class
ohh and checked all marks and i'll be taking my os next year!yes!but im certainly not looking forward to sec 4 life,judging from how my friends haveta go for ppp and how they have tests everyday,oh god.just wish i could skip sec 4 and jump straight ta college dang
dad's home uber early today and i dont know why i got slightly irritated with him coming home early,hoho and walked past my room and he was unpacking hell loadsa bags,tink he's prob finding some suitable one ta bring ta the aus trip
urgh talking bout trips,im so so not looking forward ta it damnit,it'll mean that hazel will be forced to eat meat over at aus which means i'll be getting all fat and stuffed,sheesh the thought of putting meat inta me's horrifying,ahvent quite eaten much meat for a long long time already
and i caught flightplan with shyan on saturday and woah that show got me feeling paranoid of planeflights already,hahaha but it was a good show nonetheless.heh tho i really felt that the thriller for the show didnt seem as appealing and thrilling
spent whole of yesterday with bestie!(:
haha we met up for mass service then i went home ta change out of draggy jeans and we both headed to gardens for his lunch then beach road,heh bestie's closet now has an addition of 3 new great tops(haha hazel gave some fashion advice!) hah,and i got myself a colourful sling
the saleslady was actually a sjc senior and hah we kinda recognised each other and cause of that,i got the bag at a discounted price!:D:D:D
bestie and i crapped/talked crazy yesterday and oh discussing bout going ta halloween parties on the 31st,haha sounds bloody cool lah,chris wanna be dressed up as hmm zombie or er vampire...? haha and i,corpse's bride!hah! wth and the next day would be 1st of november!-the fateful day which christopher michael lim kailiang would turn sweet seventeen!:D
haha and i already know whatta get for that boy!yay
okay i sorta ran outta stuff ta type bout
goodbye!
oh!it's the antm's finale!:D
"Queer"
Hey boy, take a look at me
Let me dirty up your mind
I'll strip away your hard veneer
And see what I can find
The queerest of the queer
The strangest of the strange
The coldest of the cool
The lamest of the lame
The numbest of the dumb
I hate to see you here
You choke behind a smile
A fake behind the fear
The queerest of the queer
This is what he pays me for
I'll show you how it's done
You learn to love the pain you feel
Like father like son
The queerest of the queer
Hide inside your head
The blindest of the blind
The deadest of the dead
You're hungry cause you starve
While holding back the tears
Choking on your smile
A fake behind the fear
The queerest of the queer
I know what's good for you
(You can touch me if you want)
I know you're dying to
(You can touch me if you want)
I know what's good for you
(You can touch me if you want)
But you can't stop
The queerest of the queer
The strangest of the strange
The coldest of the cool
The lamest of the lame
The numbest of the dumb
I hate to see you here
You choke behind a smile
A fake behind the fear
The queerest of the queer
The strangest of the strange
The coldest of the cool
You're nothing special here
A fake behind the fear
The queerest of the queer
I know what's good for you
I know you're dying to
I know what's good for you
I bet you're dying to
You can touch me if you want
You can touch me if you want
You can touch me
You can touch me
But you can't stop.
-Garbage's
woahh what gloomy weather ta start the week,dang,it isnt really raining yet but the sky looks as tho the world's coming ta an end sort,ahaha
just got home from gardens,had salad for lunch with gossip partner,miss thumboo,and yeahh did information sharing with each other bout certain people,hah!
oh wells,school wasnt bad at all,had this workshop called no apologies and it was bout std and premarital sex aiyah all that basic stuff every sec kid should know
the workshop wasnt that bad,haha beats stoning ard in class
ohh and checked all marks and i'll be taking my os next year!yes!but im certainly not looking forward to sec 4 life,judging from how my friends haveta go for ppp and how they have tests everyday,oh god.just wish i could skip sec 4 and jump straight ta college dang
dad's home uber early today and i dont know why i got slightly irritated with him coming home early,hoho and walked past my room and he was unpacking hell loadsa bags,tink he's prob finding some suitable one ta bring ta the aus trip
urgh talking bout trips,im so so not looking forward ta it damnit,it'll mean that hazel will be forced to eat meat over at aus which means i'll be getting all fat and stuffed,sheesh the thought of putting meat inta me's horrifying,ahvent quite eaten much meat for a long long time already
and i caught flightplan with shyan on saturday and woah that show got me feeling paranoid of planeflights already,hahaha but it was a good show nonetheless.heh tho i really felt that the thriller for the show didnt seem as appealing and thrilling
spent whole of yesterday with bestie!(:
haha we met up for mass service then i went home ta change out of draggy jeans and we both headed to gardens for his lunch then beach road,heh bestie's closet now has an addition of 3 new great tops(haha hazel gave some fashion advice!) hah,and i got myself a colourful sling
the saleslady was actually a sjc senior and hah we kinda recognised each other and cause of that,i got the bag at a discounted price!:D:D:D
bestie and i crapped/talked crazy yesterday and oh discussing bout going ta halloween parties on the 31st,haha sounds bloody cool lah,chris wanna be dressed up as hmm zombie or er vampire...? haha and i,corpse's bride!hah! wth and the next day would be 1st of november!-the fateful day which christopher michael lim kailiang would turn sweet seventeen!:D
haha and i already know whatta get for that boy!yay
okay i sorta ran outta stuff ta type bout
goodbye!
oh!it's the antm's finale!:D
hazel Y 4:38 PM
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"Someday"
Someday
When my life has passed me by
I'll lay around and wonder why you were always there for me
One way
In the eyes of a passerby
I'll look around for another try
And'll fade away
[Chorus]
Just close your eyes and I'll take you there
This place is warm without a care
We'll take a swim in the deep blue sea
I go to leave as you reach for me
Some say
Better things will come our way
No matter what they try to say you were always there for me
Someway
When the sun begins to shineI hear a song from another time
And'll fade away
And'll fade away
[Chorus]
So far, so long, so far away
So far, so long, so far away (away, away)
Someday
When my life has passed me by
I'll lay around and wonder why you were always there for me
One way
In the eyes of a passerby
I'll look around for another try
And'll fade away
And'll fade away
And'll fade away
And'll fade away
And'll fade away
And'll fade away(someday)
And'll fade away
-Sugar Ray's; hoho it became my bathroom song!i dont know why i suddenly thought of this song during my shower and sang it out loud throughout,thank god rents aint home!:D
rejoice!hazel the newly acclaimed pms queen's period's overrrrrr!yay!
i reckon this' one of my worse so far,had hell loadsa random horrible mood swings,dang
to my girlfriend(AMELIA KUIK SHI YIN!) and all the other lucky ones who got my vents,im truly sorry!:(
sheesh man,feel bloody bad,think i prob pissed loadsa people off larhhh,ahaha even i myself got rather irritated,but i couldnt control my mood!urghh am glad it's over and im feeling way better now,happier.(:
school today was super duper boring,didnt get any results!(again!) and i was experiencing wws big time!(looks at gf) :s hahahaha and had chinese intensive,did compo! after recess was better,played murderer,aiyah typical classroom games basically? and then played this really funny game with merissa,clara,lydia,dine,gf and sarah!uber fun shit i tell you,i dont know the name of the game!and im really lazy to explain how it goes bout but it's blooooodddddyyyy fun!:D made me laughed so much till my cheeks cramped and teary eyes.hoho!
jog was ultra good!had this bouncy light feeling,heh prob cause i was running without weights!:Dohh!talking bout jogging!tmr i'll be joining my school people ta support doctor william tan for his 48hrs non stop wheeling thingy going on at bishan!cool aye? an opp ta train for the upcoming sc marathon too!heh.
spent afterschool at gardens again,shyan had her lunch at cb and we borrowed vcds!:D
1.beautyshop
2.hey arnold!(haha yes yes it's cartoon i know,but betcha didnt know there was sucha movie!)
3.and erm i forgot the title of the last one!
but i only caught beautyshop!rockin show!but it spoke loads bout racism.
and i reckon kimchi's real constipation curer!well sort of, haha shyan's mum bought 1 kilogram of kimchi from her korea trip and it's the second time im eating kimchi!and both times made me go to the loo and emptied my bowels crazy i tell you!hahaha hmm dont know if it's cause my stomach might not be able to take the sourness or the queer taste or what,but it worked for constipation nonetheless lah,heh,but then again,something wrong's going on with my disgestive system!hoho cause whatever that i eat or drink right now just gets digested at an ultra fast speed!so yeah frequent loo visits!:s
anyway i just had effing pain leg cramps while typing this entry!damnn i think i didnt do proper cool down or something,had terrible arm cramps last night too!was forced ta wake up in the mid of the night cause of the pain and i got frightened by the sight of my arm somehow,hahaaha!cause my arm looked very odd and effing thin in the dark!or maybe was cause i was half awake and was seeing things or something and plus i couldnt really feel my arm cause it went numbed and eeky feeling,haha dumb.
tmr's friday!judgement day i guess,word from people that we'll be getting back all results by tmr!:s
anyway here's a list of newly,well sort of, discovered hazel turn ons!
1.boys that carry red or brown or dark blue(ahem,make it all stripes-free please) crumplers!haha i dont know why too!
2.welcome back-the colour red fetish!
3.perspiration drenched runners(preferrably boys,teenage ones!hoho)
4.salmon(aiyah long time turn ons)
5.and anything cinnamon!(long time t-ons too,hahaha im just stating it ta make pathetic list look longer lol!)
hmm please dont get me wrong or whatever just cause of numbers 1 and 3!lol aint some boy deprived/crazy child or something,it's just that i spotted a couple of eye candies recently!hohoho.
alright!goodbye all,have a blessed friday!(:
Thursday, October 20, 2005
"Someday"
Someday
When my life has passed me by
I'll lay around and wonder why you were always there for me
One way
In the eyes of a passerby
I'll look around for another try
And'll fade away
[Chorus]
Just close your eyes and I'll take you there
This place is warm without a care
We'll take a swim in the deep blue sea
I go to leave as you reach for me
Some say
Better things will come our way
No matter what they try to say you were always there for me
Someway
When the sun begins to shineI hear a song from another time
And'll fade away
And'll fade away
[Chorus]
So far, so long, so far away
So far, so long, so far away (away, away)
Someday
When my life has passed me by
I'll lay around and wonder why you were always there for me
One way
In the eyes of a passerby
I'll look around for another try
And'll fade away
And'll fade away
And'll fade away
And'll fade away
And'll fade away
And'll fade away(someday)
And'll fade away
-Sugar Ray's; hoho it became my bathroom song!i dont know why i suddenly thought of this song during my shower and sang it out loud throughout,thank god rents aint home!:D
rejoice!hazel the newly acclaimed pms queen's period's overrrrrr!yay!
i reckon this' one of my worse so far,had hell loadsa random horrible mood swings,dang
to my girlfriend(AMELIA KUIK SHI YIN!) and all the other lucky ones who got my vents,im truly sorry!:(
sheesh man,feel bloody bad,think i prob pissed loadsa people off larhhh,ahaha even i myself got rather irritated,but i couldnt control my mood!urghh am glad it's over and im feeling way better now,happier.(:
school today was super duper boring,didnt get any results!(again!) and i was experiencing wws big time!(looks at gf) :s hahahaha and had chinese intensive,did compo! after recess was better,played murderer,aiyah typical classroom games basically? and then played this really funny game with merissa,clara,lydia,dine,gf and sarah!uber fun shit i tell you,i dont know the name of the game!and im really lazy to explain how it goes bout but it's blooooodddddyyyy fun!:D made me laughed so much till my cheeks cramped and teary eyes.hoho!
jog was ultra good!had this bouncy light feeling,heh prob cause i was running without weights!:Dohh!talking bout jogging!tmr i'll be joining my school people ta support doctor william tan for his 48hrs non stop wheeling thingy going on at bishan!cool aye? an opp ta train for the upcoming sc marathon too!heh.
spent afterschool at gardens again,shyan had her lunch at cb and we borrowed vcds!:D
1.beautyshop
2.hey arnold!(haha yes yes it's cartoon i know,but betcha didnt know there was sucha movie!)
3.and erm i forgot the title of the last one!
but i only caught beautyshop!rockin show!but it spoke loads bout racism.
and i reckon kimchi's real constipation curer!well sort of, haha shyan's mum bought 1 kilogram of kimchi from her korea trip and it's the second time im eating kimchi!and both times made me go to the loo and emptied my bowels crazy i tell you!hahaha hmm dont know if it's cause my stomach might not be able to take the sourness or the queer taste or what,but it worked for constipation nonetheless lah,heh,but then again,something wrong's going on with my disgestive system!hoho cause whatever that i eat or drink right now just gets digested at an ultra fast speed!so yeah frequent loo visits!:s
anyway i just had effing pain leg cramps while typing this entry!damnn i think i didnt do proper cool down or something,had terrible arm cramps last night too!was forced ta wake up in the mid of the night cause of the pain and i got frightened by the sight of my arm somehow,hahaaha!cause my arm looked very odd and effing thin in the dark!or maybe was cause i was half awake and was seeing things or something and plus i couldnt really feel my arm cause it went numbed and eeky feeling,haha dumb.
tmr's friday!judgement day i guess,word from people that we'll be getting back all results by tmr!:s
anyway here's a list of newly,well sort of, discovered hazel turn ons!
1.boys that carry red or brown or dark blue(ahem,make it all stripes-free please) crumplers!haha i dont know why too!
2.welcome back-the colour red fetish!
3.perspiration drenched runners(preferrably boys,teenage ones!hoho)
4.salmon(aiyah long time turn ons)
5.and anything cinnamon!(long time t-ons too,hahaha im just stating it ta make pathetic list look longer lol!)
hmm please dont get me wrong or whatever just cause of numbers 1 and 3!lol aint some boy deprived/crazy child or something,it's just that i spotted a couple of eye candies recently!hohoho.
alright!goodbye all,have a blessed friday!(:
hazel Y 8:08 PM
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am currently listening to Will Downing and Dianna Krall's version of The Look Of Love;haha uber sexy song
anyway it's pouring crazy outside right now!damn!rah!just when im starting to obssess over the fact that im fat,dang
yesterday's run really proved my unfitness,i felt the aftereffects today!boy my legs had this dumb exhuasted feeling that enabled me ta sleep through the whole day in school,well except for the time we had intensive chinese lesson larh.mannn school's a total waste of time!:( all we did today was sit around class and play tarot(haha i was finding out bout certain love matters) and had countless sessions of cocktalk,urgh!now i really really miss studying.and oh!no havent got back any effing results yet!
afterschool at gardens (again!) and plans ta bum around shyan's for a mini vcd marathon was crushed!oh wells and came home not long ago!hohoho okay i kinda ran outta stuff ta blog bout .
yay!tiramisu's airing tonight!:D
and oh!im still thinking if i should get a haircut
Tuesday, October 18, 2005
am currently listening to Will Downing and Dianna Krall's version of The Look Of Love;haha uber sexy song
anyway it's pouring crazy outside right now!damn!rah!just when im starting to obssess over the fact that im fat,dang
yesterday's run really proved my unfitness,i felt the aftereffects today!boy my legs had this dumb exhuasted feeling that enabled me ta sleep through the whole day in school,well except for the time we had intensive chinese lesson larh.mannn school's a total waste of time!:( all we did today was sit around class and play tarot(haha i was finding out bout certain love matters) and had countless sessions of cocktalk,urgh!now i really really miss studying.and oh!no havent got back any effing results yet!
afterschool at gardens (again!) and plans ta bum around shyan's for a mini vcd marathon was crushed!oh wells and came home not long ago!hohoho okay i kinda ran outta stuff ta blog bout .
yay!tiramisu's airing tonight!:D
and oh!im still thinking if i should get a haircut
hazel Y 5:08 PM
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am currently listening to Will Young's Light My Fire
cooling down from my workout!heh today was good,after three long days of jog free days dang
am suduper tired now,well kinda,jogged 15 mins with the ankle weights and 30 mins without it :D heh and ahhhh water never tasted so good.jogged till im completely waterless!haha such word?
long day at school today,felt like we were all wasting our lives away sitting around hearing talks on stds and mozzie prevention sigh and doing quizzes and surveys
word from nadine that we'll be getting papers back tmr onwards!gasp!
afterschool was the same,hunged out at gardens!sigh sigh sigh there's so much free time now that im starting to miss the days that we were all burying ourselves under books mugging away!oh wells,im contemplating if i should get a haircut!should i? i want a new look,okay i need a new look. oh me and girlfriend were planning christmas eve celebration already!hohoho!time sure past bloody fast man!it's gna be the end of year 2005!sighhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhh
alright i hope tmr will filled with happenings!good exciting ones!(:
goodbye all!
Monday, October 17, 2005
am currently listening to Will Young's Light My Fire
cooling down from my workout!heh today was good,after three long days of jog free days dang
am suduper tired now,well kinda,jogged 15 mins with the ankle weights and 30 mins without it :D heh and ahhhh water never tasted so good.jogged till im completely waterless!haha such word?
long day at school today,felt like we were all wasting our lives away sitting around hearing talks on stds and mozzie prevention sigh and doing quizzes and surveys
word from nadine that we'll be getting papers back tmr onwards!gasp!
afterschool was the same,hunged out at gardens!sigh sigh sigh there's so much free time now that im starting to miss the days that we were all burying ourselves under books mugging away!oh wells,im contemplating if i should get a haircut!should i? i want a new look,okay i need a new look. oh me and girlfriend were planning christmas eve celebration already!hohoho!time sure past bloody fast man!it's gna be the end of year 2005!sighhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhh
alright i hope tmr will filled with happenings!good exciting ones!(:
goodbye all!
hazel Y 6:27 PM
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okay i suddenly had the urge to blog although i dont really have much ta talk bout,sadly
am currently listening to coldplay's tracks;what melancholic tunes for a chilly night
anyway period's here,so pardon my mood swings,urgh am currently feeling unappreciated somehow ;hoho
had a mini vcd marathon over at shyan's,caught two shows,Love Me if You Dare and the whole ten yards
nothing really special bout the whole ten yards but love me if you dare's definately one show ya gotta catch man!it's this really sweet show,and ohh really really urghh confusing somehow,but o wells,you'll learn to get the show eventually (:
yes yes monday tmr so urghhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhh results
dang
okay that's all,hair's still red,pray hard that the bloody sun wouldnt come out tmr morning during assembly and expose the whole red fringe.
Sunday, October 16, 2005
okay i suddenly had the urge to blog although i dont really have much ta talk bout,sadly
am currently listening to coldplay's tracks;what melancholic tunes for a chilly night
anyway period's here,so pardon my mood swings,urgh am currently feeling unappreciated somehow ;hoho
had a mini vcd marathon over at shyan's,caught two shows,Love Me if You Dare and the whole ten yards
nothing really special bout the whole ten yards but love me if you dare's definately one show ya gotta catch man!it's this really sweet show,and ohh really really urghh confusing somehow,but o wells,you'll learn to get the show eventually (:
yes yes monday tmr so urghhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhh results
dang
okay that's all,hair's still red,pray hard that the bloody sun wouldnt come out tmr morning during assembly and expose the whole red fringe.
hazel Y 10:05 PM
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currently listening to The Cardigan's Lovefool
it's thursday
had major earworm-american rejects' straight/strait?jacket feeling
and i have red streaks and loving it
and got ankle weights
ranned with it
and am fing tired now
and met a bunch of dumb ri lower sec boys in the bus that were indulging in hollywood gossips;one of the pair had this stupid slang and kept repeating "beyonce,britney?"then went like"do you know angelina jolie" and the friend replied "no?" then the moron went like "oh god,where in the worrrrrrrrrrrld have you beennn man"dang ROLLS EYES then he was like "anybody that dumps jennifer aniston's a gay man" ohhh goooddddddddddddddddd,i think he should just shut up and bury himself under all the books in the world.
okay im pmsing big time,feeling incredibly irritated right now,hoho.goodbye
Thursday, October 13, 2005
currently listening to The Cardigan's Lovefool
it's thursday
had major earworm-american rejects' straight/strait?jacket feeling
and i have red streaks and loving it
and got ankle weights
ranned with it
and am fing tired now
and met a bunch of dumb ri lower sec boys in the bus that were indulging in hollywood gossips;one of the pair had this stupid slang and kept repeating "beyonce,britney?"then went like"do you know angelina jolie" and the friend replied "no?" then the moron went like "oh god,where in the worrrrrrrrrrrld have you beennn man"dang ROLLS EYES then he was like "anybody that dumps jennifer aniston's a gay man" ohhh goooddddddddddddddddd,i think he should just shut up and bury himself under all the books in the world.
okay im pmsing big time,feeling incredibly irritated right now,hoho.goodbye
hazel Y 8:57 PM
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The Scientist
"Come up to meet you,
tell you I'm sorry
You don't know how lovely you are
I had to find you
Tell you
I need you
Tell you I set you apart
Tell me your secrets
And ask me your questions
Oh let's go back to the start
Running in circles
Coming up tails
Heads on a silence apart
Nobody said it was easy
It's such a shame for us to part
Nobody said it was easy
No one ever said it would be this hard
Oh take me back to the start
I was just guessing
At numbers and figures
Pulling your puzzles apart
Questions of science
Science and progress
Do not speak as loud as my heart
Tell me you love me
Come back and haunt me
Oh and I rush to the start
Running in circles
Chasing our tails
Coming back as we are
Nobody said it was easy
Oh it's such a shame for us to part
Nobody said it was easy
No one ever said it would be so hard
I'm going back to the start"
-Coldplay's
suddenly felt like listening to this three year old track and oh mann the lyrics' making so much sense somehow
am feeling particularly melancholic tonight;have this whole empty feeling again
spent the whole chemistry tution thinking bout things,ahhhhhhhh i wish i could understand why i felt what i felt.
i need to feel better,this' crazy.
Wednesday, October 12, 2005
The Scientist
"Come up to meet you,
tell you I'm sorry
You don't know how lovely you are
I had to find you
Tell you
I need you
Tell you I set you apart
Tell me your secrets
And ask me your questions
Oh let's go back to the start
Running in circles
Coming up tails
Heads on a silence apart
Nobody said it was easy
It's such a shame for us to part
Nobody said it was easy
No one ever said it would be this hard
Oh take me back to the start
I was just guessing
At numbers and figures
Pulling your puzzles apart
Questions of science
Science and progress
Do not speak as loud as my heart
Tell me you love me
Come back and haunt me
Oh and I rush to the start
Running in circles
Chasing our tails
Coming back as we are
Nobody said it was easy
Oh it's such a shame for us to part
Nobody said it was easy
No one ever said it would be so hard
I'm going back to the start"
-Coldplay's
suddenly felt like listening to this three year old track and oh mann the lyrics' making so much sense somehow
am feeling particularly melancholic tonight;have this whole empty feeling again
spent the whole chemistry tution thinking bout things,ahhhhhhhh i wish i could understand why i felt what i felt.
i need to feel better,this' crazy.
hazel Y 8:31 PM
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"Danger Zone"
I can't imagine how hard it must be to be you
Adopting all your history it's hard being me too
Are your secrets where you left them?
cause now your ghosts are mine as well
I think it's time
I met them and I think it's time you tell
And you should have told me when you met me all these things I should know
And I should have asked we should have talked about this so long ago
It's not fair, it's not fair, and don't leave me here
Oh How's this happening to me?
It feels so lonely here
We are in a mess, a Danger Zone
What will happen next?
You never know
We are in a mess,a Danger Zone
What will happen next?
You never know
Now we share the closet, now you've let me come inside
And now you're finally undressing and I feel like I might die
The damage is infectious, the confession is too late
And how can I accept this?
How is this happening to me?
It's not fair, it's not fair, and don't leave me here
How's this happening to me?
It feels so lonely here
We are in a mess, a Danger Zone
What will happen next?
You never knowWe are in a mess,a Danger Zone
What will happen next?
You never knowAll your secrets
All your LiesAll of it
We are in a mess, a Danger Zone
What will happen next?
You never know,
We are in a mess,a Danger Zone
What will happen next? You never know
-Gwen Stefani's
what a groovy track ta blast in the morning!(: heh it's tuesday!a bright one
went for morning jog today,felt so much way better yesterday night.
last night was crap,i reckon my period's coming or something,i suddenly felt uber bloody terribly moody somehow and i suddenly obsessing over the fact i wasnt thin like before somehow,dang had this whole "urgh hazel you're so fat so ugly damnit" feeling
sigh o wells am feeling better today
hazel's exams officially ended yesterday!woohooo:D:D:D wenta school for an hr and a half just to do a flunk gurantee paper-chemistry hoho i slept after 45 mins ohkayy dang : / and after the paper i suddenly started worrying if im gna retain or not because of this paper O WELLS
came home and changed and went out with dearest melia!(: we embarked on the quest ta find haji lane!haha saw this advert for some jeans shop there in femal mag so yeah wenta check out.hmm i think this whole find ya whole directions thing damn bloody fun eh!:D lol i drew this map out,HOHO sounds so retarded but yeah the shop number was supposedly 47(mentioned in the mag) but no!it's 57 damnit!thank god i spotted it like at the backlane(: hoho the shop's called house of japan,hmmm hell loadsa jeans lahhh i think we spent a couple of mins looking through one section!and it was so dman hot in there,i was practically melting!anyway got two pairs of jeans in the end!heh
and the shops there,so damn nice!there's the white room(also mentioned in FEMALEmag) damn niceeee la,was contemplating if i should get the bag i saw in there but aiyahhh decided not to in the end and hmm some gurilla(spell?) shop there,hm the shops there are super personalized!:D
okayyyy then went ta bugis and woahhh we decided to take bus 80 and rest,haha i tell you we were completely exhausted okayyy,i was practially stoning on the bus please
and yeahhhhh couldnt take it anymore and went home uber early...? like five? hahah so tired that when i came home i dropped my handbag and all and wenta sleep without even bathing or changing!hahahahahahahahaa oh god
woke up and i felt as if i died in my sleep or something,couldnt really open my eyes,hahaha mannnn all my jogging didnt help me any bit on my stamina i reckon,shopping for a couple of hours could have me ended up so exhausted!:(
anywayyyyy had a strange dream lahhh i dreamt that i was skipping,yes skipping (dang) through this cemetry okayyyy sheesh hope it didnt held any hidden meaning or something and ohh had some dumb car chasing me behind okay!damn frightening
haha talking bout cemetry;will be catching corspe's bride later with girlfriend!yayyyyyy finally!:D and holland v after that i guess,haha she'll be ditching gardens with me and beloved after today!heh
okay i need to bathe!
goodbye
Tuesday, October 11, 2005
"Danger Zone"
I can't imagine how hard it must be to be you
Adopting all your history it's hard being me too
Are your secrets where you left them?
cause now your ghosts are mine as well
I think it's time
I met them and I think it's time you tell
And you should have told me when you met me all these things I should know
And I should have asked we should have talked about this so long ago
It's not fair, it's not fair, and don't leave me here
Oh How's this happening to me?
It feels so lonely here
We are in a mess, a Danger Zone
What will happen next?
You never know
We are in a mess,a Danger Zone
What will happen next?
You never know
Now we share the closet, now you've let me come inside
And now you're finally undressing and I feel like I might die
The damage is infectious, the confession is too late
And how can I accept this?
How is this happening to me?
It's not fair, it's not fair, and don't leave me here
How's this happening to me?
It feels so lonely here
We are in a mess, a Danger Zone
What will happen next?
You never knowWe are in a mess,a Danger Zone
What will happen next?
You never knowAll your secrets
All your LiesAll of it
We are in a mess, a Danger Zone
What will happen next?
You never know,
We are in a mess,a Danger Zone
What will happen next? You never know
-Gwen Stefani's
what a groovy track ta blast in the morning!(: heh it's tuesday!a bright one
went for morning jog today,felt so much way better yesterday night.
last night was crap,i reckon my period's coming or something,i suddenly felt uber bloody terribly moody somehow and i suddenly obsessing over the fact i wasnt thin like before somehow,dang had this whole "urgh hazel you're so fat so ugly damnit" feeling
sigh o wells am feeling better today
hazel's exams officially ended yesterday!woohooo:D:D:D wenta school for an hr and a half just to do a flunk gurantee paper-chemistry hoho i slept after 45 mins ohkayy dang : / and after the paper i suddenly started worrying if im gna retain or not because of this paper O WELLS
came home and changed and went out with dearest melia!(: we embarked on the quest ta find haji lane!haha saw this advert for some jeans shop there in femal mag so yeah wenta check out.hmm i think this whole find ya whole directions thing damn bloody fun eh!:D lol i drew this map out,HOHO sounds so retarded but yeah the shop number was supposedly 47(mentioned in the mag) but no!it's 57 damnit!thank god i spotted it like at the backlane(: hoho the shop's called house of japan,hmmm hell loadsa jeans lahhh i think we spent a couple of mins looking through one section!and it was so dman hot in there,i was practically melting!anyway got two pairs of jeans in the end!heh
and the shops there,so damn nice!there's the white room(also mentioned in FEMALEmag) damn niceeee la,was contemplating if i should get the bag i saw in there but aiyahhh decided not to in the end and hmm some gurilla(spell?) shop there,hm the shops there are super personalized!:D
okayyyy then went ta bugis and woahhh we decided to take bus 80 and rest,haha i tell you we were completely exhausted okayyy,i was practially stoning on the bus please
and yeahhhhh couldnt take it anymore and went home uber early...? like five? hahah so tired that when i came home i dropped my handbag and all and wenta sleep without even bathing or changing!hahahahahahahahaa oh god
woke up and i felt as if i died in my sleep or something,couldnt really open my eyes,hahaha mannnn all my jogging didnt help me any bit on my stamina i reckon,shopping for a couple of hours could have me ended up so exhausted!:(
anywayyyyy had a strange dream lahhh i dreamt that i was skipping,yes skipping (dang) through this cemetry okayyyy sheesh hope it didnt held any hidden meaning or something and ohh had some dumb car chasing me behind okay!damn frightening
haha talking bout cemetry;will be catching corspe's bride later with girlfriend!yayyyyyy finally!:D and holland v after that i guess,haha she'll be ditching gardens with me and beloved after today!heh
okay i need to bathe!
goodbye
hazel Y 8:11 AM
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"Will You Fall For Me"
Woo oooh
Yeah ah
My head's full of thought
Thoughts of you
And I'm distracted so easy
Thinking what to do
So unsure, so unfamiliar
Am I wrong to think that something could happen
Will you fall for me
I need to know, the way I'd like you to
Baby, will you fall for me
The way I've fallen for you
I'm not acting like myself
And I'm playing the role of someone else
And my hearts beating so fast
I can't stop it
And Im so unsure
So unfamiliar
Am I wrong to think that something could happen
Will you fall for me
The way I'd like you to
Will you fall for me
The way I've fallen for you
The way I've fallen for you
The way I've fallen for you
Fallen for, fallen for you
For you.. So unsure, so unfamiliar
Am I wrong to think,
That something could happen
Was I wrong to think
I Will you fall for me
The way
I'd like you to
Will you fall for me
The way I've fallen for you
The way I've fallen for you
The way I've fallen for you
-Delta Goodrem's
oh no.
Sunday, October 09, 2005
"Will You Fall For Me"
Woo oooh
Yeah ah
My head's full of thought
Thoughts of you
And I'm distracted so easy
Thinking what to do
So unsure, so unfamiliar
Am I wrong to think that something could happen
Will you fall for me
I need to know, the way I'd like you to
Baby, will you fall for me
The way I've fallen for you
I'm not acting like myself
And I'm playing the role of someone else
And my hearts beating so fast
I can't stop it
And Im so unsure
So unfamiliar
Am I wrong to think that something could happen
Will you fall for me
The way I'd like you to
Will you fall for me
The way I've fallen for you
The way I've fallen for you
The way I've fallen for you
Fallen for, fallen for you
For you.. So unsure, so unfamiliar
Am I wrong to think,
That something could happen
Was I wrong to think
I Will you fall for me
The way
I'd like you to
Will you fall for me
The way I've fallen for you
The way I've fallen for you
The way I've fallen for you
-Delta Goodrem's
oh no.
hazel Y 8:27 PM
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"I never understood before
I never knew what love was for
My heart was broke, my head was sore
What a feeling
Tied up in ancient history
I didnt believe in destiny
I look up you're standing next to me
What a feeling
What a feeling in my soul
Love burns brighter than sunshine
Brighter than sunshine
Let the rain fall, i don't care
I'm yours and suddenly you're mine
Suddenly you're mine
And it's brighter than sunshine
I never saw it happening
I'd given up and given in
I just couldn't take the hurt again
What a feeling
I didn't have the strength to fight
Suddenly you seemed so right
Me and you
What a feeling
What a feeling in my soul
Love burns brighter than sunshine
It's brighter than sunshine
Let the rain fall, I don't care
I'm yours and suddenly you're mine
Suddenly you're mine
t's brighter than the sun
It's brighter than the sun
It's brighter than the sun, sun, shine.
Love will remain a mystery
But give me your hand and you will see
Your heart is keeping time with me
What a feeling in my soul
Love burns brighter than sunshine
It's brighter than sunshine
Let the rain fall, I don't care
I'm yours and suddenly you're mine
Suddenly you're mine
I got a feeling in my soul ... [repeat chorus to end]"
-AquaLung's Brighter Than Sunshine
terribly sweet song
it's sunday morning!:D my favourite-stestestest part of the week!woke up this morning and remembered that my exams officially finishing tmr!whaha and felt uber happy somehow,wierd. and hard a suduper strange dream,that i told someone that i miss him hah!
was browsing through my music folders for sunday morning songs,haha ya know those songs that gives you the sunday morning mood...?heh here's what ive got
1.cagnet's Deeper and Deeper
2.AquaLung's Brighter Than Sunshine
3.Natasha Bedingfield(haha that chic's missing!)'s These Words
4.Will Young's Light My Fire;from the Jazz In The City Album
5.Maroon Five's Sunday Morning,hoho the title explains it too
cant find anymore;find me in msn if ya want any of this songs aye?(:
okayyyyy,im gna sound so suaku but yesterday was the first time i went to holland village
oh god i feel uber embarrassed now la,but OH WELLS yah it was the first time!speaking bout being a deprived child aye
it's way nicer than gardens!whaha means me and beloved will be ditching hang outs at gardens from now on!and oh i almost died okay man,i was crossing some small alley and some uncle's motorbike came and i reckon it's in top condition cause it didnt make any noise..? and woah!thank god he stopped in time,my leg hair were standing okay,that was how close he was to me.and i dont know what kind of dumb reaction but i apologised to him,haha when like it's more of his fault cause it was some kind of vehicle free alley thing...?huh?oh wells
beloved was a bloody bragger yesterday lah with her dumb nano(i want!)TSK
and she was terribly high yesterday night,well we were both la
(: morning jog today was good good good!
time for bath and church!
goodbye readers and have a nice sunday!:D
"I never understood before
I never knew what love was for
My heart was broke, my head was sore
What a feeling
Tied up in ancient history
I didnt believe in destiny
I look up you're standing next to me
What a feeling
What a feeling in my soul
Love burns brighter than sunshine
Brighter than sunshine
Let the rain fall, i don't care
I'm yours and suddenly you're mine
Suddenly you're mine
And it's brighter than sunshine
I never saw it happening
I'd given up and given in
I just couldn't take the hurt again
What a feeling
I didn't have the strength to fight
Suddenly you seemed so right
Me and you
What a feeling
What a feeling in my soul
Love burns brighter than sunshine
It's brighter than sunshine
Let the rain fall, I don't care
I'm yours and suddenly you're mine
Suddenly you're mine
t's brighter than the sun
It's brighter than the sun
It's brighter than the sun, sun, shine.
Love will remain a mystery
But give me your hand and you will see
Your heart is keeping time with me
What a feeling in my soul
Love burns brighter than sunshine
It's brighter than sunshine
Let the rain fall, I don't care
I'm yours and suddenly you're mine
Suddenly you're mine
I got a feeling in my soul ... [repeat chorus to end]"
-AquaLung's Brighter Than Sunshine
terribly sweet song
it's sunday morning!:D my favourite-stestestest part of the week!woke up this morning and remembered that my exams officially finishing tmr!whaha and felt uber happy somehow,wierd. and hard a suduper strange dream,that i told someone that i miss him hah!
was browsing through my music folders for sunday morning songs,haha ya know those songs that gives you the sunday morning mood...?heh here's what ive got
1.cagnet's Deeper and Deeper
2.AquaLung's Brighter Than Sunshine
3.Natasha Bedingfield(haha that chic's missing!)'s These Words
4.Will Young's Light My Fire;from the Jazz In The City Album
5.Maroon Five's Sunday Morning,hoho the title explains it too
cant find anymore;find me in msn if ya want any of this songs aye?(:
okayyyyy,im gna sound so suaku but yesterday was the first time i went to holland village
oh god i feel uber embarrassed now la,but OH WELLS yah it was the first time!speaking bout being a deprived child aye
it's way nicer than gardens!whaha means me and beloved will be ditching hang outs at gardens from now on!and oh i almost died okay man,i was crossing some small alley and some uncle's motorbike came and i reckon it's in top condition cause it didnt make any noise..? and woah!thank god he stopped in time,my leg hair were standing okay,that was how close he was to me.and i dont know what kind of dumb reaction but i apologised to him,haha when like it's more of his fault cause it was some kind of vehicle free alley thing...?huh?oh wells
beloved was a bloody bragger yesterday lah with her dumb nano(i want!)TSK
and she was terribly high yesterday night,well we were both la
(: morning jog today was good good good!
time for bath and church!
goodbye readers and have a nice sunday!:D
hazel Y 7:20 AM
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am currently listening to Coldplay's X&y
totally wna make me go back to sleep,hoho woke up at my usual 7am and i uberly exhuasted somehow,like my whole bod couldnt move,dang oh wells
and haha ive finally found haji lane's directions!:D got my brother's street directory!heh and mum's being so nice to sponsor me ta shop!heh but with strings attached la that womannn she wants me to help her bake muffins(or cakes...?) later!heh but i love mum nonetheless,heh when she's nice (:
im gna have piano later and i havent quite touch theory homework!:O OH WELLS and haha am gna bluff my teacher i failed my exams!hawhaw oh and i havent quite told rents their poor daughter has to keep her promise of going to church for a week,booohooooo
haha and my self proclaim hols getting a lil too real,haha!i didnt even touch chem the whole of last night!ahhhhhhhhh
okay im getting so tired i think i'll lie around in my living room and watch some telly
will reply tags soon!:D
Saturday, October 08, 2005
am currently listening to Coldplay's X&y
totally wna make me go back to sleep,hoho woke up at my usual 7am and i uberly exhuasted somehow,like my whole bod couldnt move,dang oh wells
and haha ive finally found haji lane's directions!:D got my brother's street directory!heh and mum's being so nice to sponsor me ta shop!heh but with strings attached la that womannn she wants me to help her bake muffins(or cakes...?) later!heh but i love mum nonetheless,heh when she's nice (:
im gna have piano later and i havent quite touch theory homework!:O OH WELLS and haha am gna bluff my teacher i failed my exams!hawhaw oh and i havent quite told rents their poor daughter has to keep her promise of going to church for a week,booohooooo
haha and my self proclaim hols getting a lil too real,haha!i didnt even touch chem the whole of last night!ahhhhhhhhh
okay im getting so tired i think i'll lie around in my living room and watch some telly
will reply tags soon!:D
hazel Y 11:16 AM
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"Tell myself, on the ride home.
Getting tired, hating all I've known.
Holding on, like it's all I have.
Count me out, when it's clear that I, find it hard to say.
And you, find it hard to care.
I wanted to see something that's different, something you said would change in me.
Wanted to be, anything different, everything you would change in me.
Got this way, upfront but never true.
God I'm wrong, it's just the way I am.
Crashing down, any chance you hear.
Caving in, any chance that you, could see inside of me.
And I don't know what to say, It's fine.
This isn't Hollywood.
So fine, getting in your way.
I wanted to see something that's different, something you said would change in me.
Wanted to be, anything different, everything you would change in me.
I'm taking a chance, this could be different.
This could be all I'm waiting for.
Taking a chance, this could be different.
This could be all I'm waiting for.
I wanted to see something that's different, something you said would change in me.
Wanted to be, anything different, everything you would change in me.
Something that's different
Something that's different"
-Acceptance's Different
haha what meaningful lyrics, and i think ive found something different somehow
am feeling a lil upset right now,and i have no idea over what and why
damn i wish i could recieve piano results(tuesday's entry) so i can be a happy high girl everyday.
on a lighter note,exams ends officially on monday for me,but im gna self proclaim its ending tmr!:D:D:D:D
hoho cause it's CHEMISTRY on monday,totally gurantee flunk subject
here's a list of things i'll do
1.TIME FOR MY MONTHLY THREADING SERVICE OKAYYYY,shit man all the stray brow hairs' growing!:O
2.haha how could i forget,SHOPPING!big time shopping.needta stock up clothes for tasmania trip!hoho
3.make a trip to haji lane
4.GO ICE CUBE WITH MY BELOVED (:
5.watch corspe's bride,lords of dogtown and many more la,all that shows that came out during stinky exams period
6.go pedicure! and haha menicure too
7.GO TANNING AHHH
8.get a haircut, fresh start new look!
9.job hunting
10.go intensive jogging,gotta prep for standard chartered run hoho
11.hmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmm oh!take up pilates,will bug mum everyday everyday!:D
12.hmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmm, was thinking bout getting left tragus pierced too haha!just a thought!
13.haha have slumber partayy!
14.spend time with jash,havent been going out much as the group (:
15.COFFEE EVERYDAY ARHHHHHH yummy!
so yes!bring the weekends on babyyyyy!
ohkay off to jog,hope it'll be good.
Thursday, October 06, 2005
"Tell myself, on the ride home.
Getting tired, hating all I've known.
Holding on, like it's all I have.
Count me out, when it's clear that I, find it hard to say.
And you, find it hard to care.
I wanted to see something that's different, something you said would change in me.
Wanted to be, anything different, everything you would change in me.
Got this way, upfront but never true.
God I'm wrong, it's just the way I am.
Crashing down, any chance you hear.
Caving in, any chance that you, could see inside of me.
And I don't know what to say, It's fine.
This isn't Hollywood.
So fine, getting in your way.
I wanted to see something that's different, something you said would change in me.
Wanted to be, anything different, everything you would change in me.
I'm taking a chance, this could be different.
This could be all I'm waiting for.
Taking a chance, this could be different.
This could be all I'm waiting for.
I wanted to see something that's different, something you said would change in me.
Wanted to be, anything different, everything you would change in me.
Something that's different
Something that's different"
-Acceptance's Different
haha what meaningful lyrics, and i think ive found something different somehow
am feeling a lil upset right now,and i have no idea over what and why
damn i wish i could recieve piano results(tuesday's entry) so i can be a happy high girl everyday.
on a lighter note,exams ends officially on monday for me,but im gna self proclaim its ending tmr!:D:D:D:D
hoho cause it's CHEMISTRY on monday,totally gurantee flunk subject
here's a list of things i'll do
1.TIME FOR MY MONTHLY THREADING SERVICE OKAYYYY,shit man all the stray brow hairs' growing!:O
2.haha how could i forget,SHOPPING!big time shopping.needta stock up clothes for tasmania trip!hoho
3.make a trip to haji lane
4.GO ICE CUBE WITH MY BELOVED (:
5.watch corspe's bride,lords of dogtown and many more la,all that shows that came out during stinky exams period
6.go pedicure! and haha menicure too
7.GO TANNING AHHH
8.get a haircut, fresh start new look!
9.job hunting
10.go intensive jogging,gotta prep for standard chartered run hoho
11.hmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmm oh!take up pilates,will bug mum everyday everyday!:D
12.hmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmm, was thinking bout getting left tragus pierced too haha!just a thought!
13.haha have slumber partayy!
14.spend time with jash,havent been going out much as the group (:
15.COFFEE EVERYDAY ARHHHHHH yummy!
so yes!bring the weekends on babyyyyy!
ohkay off to jog,hope it'll be good.
hazel Y 5:21 PM
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OH MY GOD!
OH MY GOD!
OH MY GOD!
I CAME HOME NOT LONG AGO AND GUESS WHAT!
I'VE PASSED MY GRADE 7 PRACTICAL EXAM!
OH MY GOD!
OH MY GOD!
wasnt quite expecting any pass actually,haha that explains why im uber uber terribly happy now;haha
aced all three pieces but flunked my scales and aural tests!wahah but who cares!I PASSED!
now ive just hafta keep the promise ive made the other time;said that i'll go church everyday for a week if i passed this exam to praise and give thanks to the lord
(i know im gna sound damn terrible and a total ungrateful brat,but I kinda regret making that promise!) haha ughh but im still gna keep it!will go after the exams
ohkay,so im left with four papers,had literature today and wrote crazy but i still didnt manage to finish the second part of the last question from the unseen prose part :/ damnit
oh wells,and i was supposed to be mugging with shyan but she totally ditched me for a towning date with her dad which she only remembered after she completed her paper -.-"
AND I JUST CHECKED MY PHONE AND SHE TEXT ME THAT READ "yay!gonna get nano!"
wadahell,everybody's getting it!niq got his yesterday!pfft,i want one too.
dang but rents would nvr get one for it!so im considering taking up a vaction job after exams hmmm
and talking bout niq,that boy's turning sweet 8teen tommorrow!(:
ohkay i feel like jogging now!hoho at 3:17 pm?!
goodbye!
-
attention everybody!
if you think you look any bit like mr oh so so -gasp- hot-even-tho-he's-all-perspiration-drenched-here(below) JASON BABY from the band; acceptance
or anyone(HAHA I SEE JASON AGAIN! and sheesh i know i said this last entry but i still think he looks terribly yummy when his mouth goes :O) in acceptance(below)
or you feel you look like people like
mr hot body phelps!
or other swim dudes like
localboys swim shadys(forget bout chayboy,- screams yaoxiang and gary!!)
ohkay you can also look like
JON JONSSON! 8O
and maybe if you can sing like mr aqualung matt hales(below)
(i think he's rather cute aye!)
then you're most most most-est-est-est welcomed to buy a unit at the upcoming walk in apartments that's currently under construction in my neighbourhood!
hoho! man imagine all the eye candies in my neighbourhood!woo wee
pardon the randomness here,hoho!mm am feeling high cause i just got home from a rather good afternoon jog and plus the fact that ive PASSED MY PRACTICAL EXAM and plus im listening to a uber great track from jason baby's band(acceptance!);"Different"!, 3 great purrrrrfect reasons to get high.haha!that was random too
okay, i was looking around on the way home and realised there's a sudden rapid increase of construction of walk in apartments around here! haha so if any readers here happen to be looking for a house or thinking bout moving, haha you're welcomed to come drive/stroll/walk around this area(yio chu kang,rosyth road) ta take a look! haha and here's some benefits of staying around hazel's house besides the fact that ihm's nearby and the whole damn row of pratahouses along the mainroad...
1.you get to be hazel's neighbour!
2.you get to be hazel's neighbour!
3.you still get to be hazel's neighbour!
hahaha sorry im feeling so damn happy today (:
okay gotta bathe and resume mugging!
goodbye!
Tuesday, October 04, 2005
OH MY GOD!
OH MY GOD!
OH MY GOD!
I CAME HOME NOT LONG AGO AND GUESS WHAT!
I'VE PASSED MY GRADE 7 PRACTICAL EXAM!
OH MY GOD!
OH MY GOD!
wasnt quite expecting any pass actually,haha that explains why im uber uber terribly happy now;haha
aced all three pieces but flunked my scales and aural tests!wahah but who cares!I PASSED!
now ive just hafta keep the promise ive made the other time;said that i'll go church everyday for a week if i passed this exam to praise and give thanks to the lord
(i know im gna sound damn terrible and a total ungrateful brat,but I kinda regret making that promise!) haha ughh but im still gna keep it!will go after the exams
ohkay,so im left with four papers,had literature today and wrote crazy but i still didnt manage to finish the second part of the last question from the unseen prose part :/ damnit
oh wells,and i was supposed to be mugging with shyan but she totally ditched me for a towning date with her dad which she only remembered after she completed her paper -.-"
AND I JUST CHECKED MY PHONE AND SHE TEXT ME THAT READ "yay!gonna get nano!"
wadahell,everybody's getting it!niq got his yesterday!pfft,i want one too.
dang but rents would nvr get one for it!so im considering taking up a vaction job after exams hmmm
and talking bout niq,that boy's turning sweet 8teen tommorrow!(:
ohkay i feel like jogging now!hoho at 3:17 pm?!
goodbye!
-
attention everybody!
if you think you look any bit like mr oh so so -gasp- hot-even-tho-he's-all-perspiration-drenched-here(below) JASON BABY from the band; acceptance
or anyone(HAHA I SEE JASON AGAIN! and sheesh i know i said this last entry but i still think he looks terribly yummy when his mouth goes :O) in acceptance(below)
or you feel you look like people like
mr hot body phelps!
or other swim dudes like
localboys swim shadys(forget bout chayboy,- screams yaoxiang and gary!!)
ohkay you can also look like
JON JONSSON! 8O
and maybe if you can sing like mr aqualung matt hales(below)
(i think he's rather cute aye!)
then you're most most most-est-est-est welcomed to buy a unit at the upcoming walk in apartments that's currently under construction in my neighbourhood!
hoho! man imagine all the eye candies in my neighbourhood!woo wee
pardon the randomness here,hoho!mm am feeling high cause i just got home from a rather good afternoon jog and plus the fact that ive PASSED MY PRACTICAL EXAM and plus im listening to a uber great track from jason baby's band(acceptance!);"Different"!, 3 great purrrrrfect reasons to get high.haha!that was random too
okay, i was looking around on the way home and realised there's a sudden rapid increase of construction of walk in apartments around here! haha so if any readers here happen to be looking for a house or thinking bout moving, haha you're welcomed to come drive/stroll/walk around this area(yio chu kang,rosyth road) ta take a look! haha and here's some benefits of staying around hazel's house besides the fact that ihm's nearby and the whole damn row of pratahouses along the mainroad...
1.you get to be hazel's neighbour!
2.you get to be hazel's neighbour!
3.you still get to be hazel's neighbour!
hahaha sorry im feeling so damn happy today (:
okay gotta bathe and resume mugging!
goodbye!
hazel Y 3:06 PM
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"Trying hard to speak and
Fighting with my weak hand
Driven to distraction
So part of the plan
When something is broken
And you try to fix it
Trying to repair it
Any way you can
I'm diving off the deep end
You become my best friend
I wanna love you
But I don't know if I can
I know something is broken
And I'm trying to fix it
Trying to repair it
Any way I can
Ooh ooh ooh ooh ooh ooh...
You and me are floating on a tidal wave...
Together
You and me are drifting into outer space...
And singing
Ooh ooh ooh ooh ooh ooh...
You and me are floating on a tidal wave...
Together
You and me are drifting into outer space
You and me are floating on a tidal wave...
Together
You and me are drifting into outer space...
And singing
oh ooh ooh ooh ooh ooh..."
-Coldplay's X&y;earwormed this the whole morning;super dreamy melancholic track
the computer's finally free!well,for a few mins at least,my brother's been dominating it since he booked outta camp okay,been playing dumbass games like warcraft and dont know what jaba mud shit,tsk
anyway its a sunday!:D my favourite-stest part of the week,but this week's a dreadful one cause exams week's here!:( been mugging the past few days and night,urgh cant wait for it to over. and haha all that mugging gave me neck and shoulder ache and im smelling like salonpas now lah cause i just pasted one,yikes
and haha!took a polaroid picture with people at starbucks this morn!haha cause they were compling photos and contacts of regulars(me!wahahah) so yeahh i gotta keep one of the two shots they took cause the earlier shot didnt come out too clearly
heh and oh!new look for my room!:Dmy family went ta ikea yesterday without me and it was supposedly to be a furniture shopping trip for my brother(that fella wants to give his room a new look,now apparently equipped with new comp rack table and stools and etc like for what man!he's like gna go stay at u hostel soon anyway!urghhh so unfair) but i dont know why my rents pushed one huge book rack ta my room in the end and thus i was forced to spend my whole afternoon yesterday packing my room la,haha wasnt in need of any book racks actually,preferred a wardrobe,but urghh love it anyway(:
ohkay,brother wna use the comp(again!?!)
oh and before i go,
here's ACCEPTANCE!:D
great band that produce great musik(niq's recommendation) and YES!finally a good looking band(: haha compared to other good music producing bands like The Afters and Muse?
haha ohkay enjoy!(JASON'S(THE LEAD) AN EYE CANDY AND HE'S MINE!)
aiyohh,he's so cute!look at how his mouth goes :O awww
hmm a perspiration-drenched Jason sure turns hazel on
yummmyyyyy
hoho!
Roxanne
3rd June 1989,gemini
coffeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeee
jash(:
gym freak
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Sunday, October 02, 2005
"Trying hard to speak and
Fighting with my weak hand
Driven to distraction
So part of the plan
When something is broken
And you try to fix it
Trying to repair it
Any way you can
I'm diving off the deep end
You become my best friend
I wanna love you
But I don't know if I can
I know something is broken
And I'm trying to fix it
Trying to repair it
Any way I can
Ooh ooh ooh ooh ooh ooh...
You and me are floating on a tidal wave...
Together
You and me are drifting into outer space...
And singing
Ooh ooh ooh ooh ooh ooh...
You and me are floating on a tidal wave...
Together
You and me are drifting into outer space
You and me are floating on a tidal wave...
Together
You and me are drifting into outer space...
And singing
oh ooh ooh ooh ooh ooh..."
-Coldplay's X&y;earwormed this the whole morning;super dreamy melancholic track
the computer's finally free!well,for a few mins at least,my brother's been dominating it since he booked outta camp okay,been playing dumbass games like warcraft and dont know what jaba mud shit,tsk
anyway its a sunday!:D my favourite-stest part of the week,but this week's a dreadful one cause exams week's here!:( been mugging the past few days and night,urgh cant wait for it to over. and haha all that mugging gave me neck and shoulder ache and im smelling like salonpas now lah cause i just pasted one,yikes
and haha!took a polaroid picture with people at starbucks this morn!haha cause they were compling photos and contacts of regulars(me!wahahah) so yeahh i gotta keep one of the two shots they took cause the earlier shot didnt come out too clearly
heh and oh!new look for my room!:Dmy family went ta ikea yesterday without me and it was supposedly to be a furniture shopping trip for my brother(that fella wants to give his room a new look,now apparently equipped with new comp rack table and stools and etc like for what man!he's like gna go stay at u hostel soon anyway!urghhh so unfair) but i dont know why my rents pushed one huge book rack ta my room in the end and thus i was forced to spend my whole afternoon yesterday packing my room la,haha wasnt in need of any book racks actually,preferred a wardrobe,but urghh love it anyway(:
ohkay,brother wna use the comp(again!?!)
oh and before i go,
here's ACCEPTANCE!:D
great band that produce great musik(niq's recommendation) and YES!finally a good looking band(: haha compared to other good music producing bands like The Afters and Muse?
haha ohkay enjoy!(JASON'S(THE LEAD) AN EYE CANDY AND HE'S MINE!)
aiyohh,he's so cute!look at how his mouth goes :O awww
hmm a perspiration-drenched Jason sure turns hazel on
yummmyyyyy
hoho!
freshmaker
Tan Siaw Kern HazelRoxanne
3rd June 1989,gemini
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colour redcoffeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeee
jash(:
gym freak
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